Archive for April 20th, 2004
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Temptation

When your thoughts are neither here nor there, than its time to get something right. Temptations are getting all over my head and it is about time for me to get a hold of my life. Val as always showing others that she’s getting hold of her life but I must confess the truth is often the other way round.

Today, yes, I skipped class just as I did yesterday and the week before Easter holiday. Am I bad? I guess not, blame it on the timetable, blame it on the weather and blame it on my mood. I’m getting further from my goal. And that’s not good. Tests and assignments are rolling in as time flies. Gosh, I’m already here for like 2 months and 6 days already. Life’s finally settled down here. Having more unhealthy frozen food and take away food than usual and sleeping so extra early for Val.

However, I so missed the infinite movie trips I used to go back in Malaysia. It was dirt cheap to watch a movie back there. VCDs or Movies, always cheap but here it is like tripled the price and man is it hard to find a movie mate to go watch a movie with. Needless to say, books and CDs are expensive too. Hmnn.. I wish to get back to Malaysia and buy CDs at S2. I WANT CD SHOPPING TRIP !!!!

I’m basically floating at the moment. Still struggling hard to settle down of what i want at the moment. Sounds scary huh? I want a Chi Hua Hua, no? I want Alannah Hill’s shop, no? I want talking sushi, no? I want a naughty whip, no? I want to be good in cooking, no? I want every Innoxa bubble foam bath, no? I don’t know what I want… which is good. When I arrived in Melbourne, I made myself promise myself to HAVE A GOOD TIME here. There you go, having a good time with absolutely no idea what I want in life.

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