The weather has been pretty warm lately, as in nice kind of warm right up until the bush fire started and now Melbourne looks like this. Hazy, foggy and blurry. Reminds me of the forest burning back at Indonesia some many years ago. Global warming and all, this is so depressing and so UNHEALTHY. Sad huh?! Melbourne is currently having really poor air quality and unfortunately for us if the bush fire continues to burn, this poor air quality will be around all summer.
Seriously, I don’t understand why when people want to know something they become so indecisive and fucking ashamed that they do not have the guts to ask the person directly; instead they snoop around like a fucking dog – Yes, that’s what dogs do, snoop around all day long because they have nothing else better to do.
Don’t they have any idea that by being meddlesome in other people’s business will only make things worst and people will find out about it sooner or later? Have people like this have no shame?
A piece of my advice to fucking nosy people out there, people will judge you, oh yes, they will. And the world will look down on you because you got no life and no balls. Keep snooping because that’s what you are only capable of.

I would appreciate if people stop being so nosy and meddlesome. There are so many things out there that needs our help and our time, so why not busy body people try and channel their energy to such good cause and start minding their own business?
But then again, no matter how they try to pretend they have changed but the root is ugly and it is out there. Everyone else can see it. I pity you.

Of late, everything is back to normal. I am over the moon to know that everything that I was SO FREAKING WORRIED for the past 2-3 weeks is over. The times of turbulence and confusion is finally so, so over.
Everything is going so well in my life I kinda feel guilty and feel like something bad is lurking around waiting to pound on me. After all these, the gratifying moment is here – I won. I won, bitches !!! But at the same time, I feel like I won too easy which puts me in this vulnerable spot. Perhaps this insecurity formed along when I was vulnerable and sensitive for the past 2 weeks. Thank god it is over. I repeat, OVER.

It has been exceptionally cold out there. So cold so that I’ve fallen sick with nasty flu and bad cough. I recently picked up a habit of waking up at 5 in the morning and there’s been heavy fog lately. Almost every morning, when I look out the window, the fogs are so thick you’d imagine it is snowing out there or about to rain. So, so cold.








