Counting back, I’ve written this blog habitually for a year and five months now. Rereading the post dated all the way back in April 2004 was so refreshing and reminds me of how naive and how “fresh” I was. Back then, I was always “fresh” with amazing ideas and spoke about everything that inspires me. Somehow, I feel old right now and that blogging seem to be a little dragging. Its just like how Maddox would reduce blogging to perhaps once a month? Or like a very good friend, Claudia, whom stopped blogging altogether now.
Sometimes reading my previous post I wonder, when did I ever wrote such a genius post. Just doesn’t sound like me anymore. I’m old and bombarded with cluttered noises from the tv, magazines, newspaper, internet, handphone, advertisements…
Don’t you agree with me that this blog just sucks big time? I hate it, do you?
When you are drunk, what do you do?
And when you were drunk sleeping, the phone wakes you up, how do you feel?
Extremely fcked. Feeling bad 10 folds.
Multiple attempts to throw up, but to no avail.
What do you do then?
Try harder to throw up and in the mean time post a blog.
I guess that makes perfect sense.